December 2009
57 posts
Happy New Year 2010!
And goodbye 2009!…
New Years' Eve
I can’t believe it. I find myself saying that a lot lately. I guess it’s just that I’ve been totally oblivious to the concept of time for the past..hm year.
So..It’s really New Year. I’m in the same familiar scrap I was in last year, though not quite to the same extent. I’m happier, but still afraid to lose the few precious things I’ve got. But, I’m...
By-the-way, I hope everyone had a wonderful Christmas, or whatever way you celebrate, I hope it was all good (:
Dream Interpretation
“10. Natural Disasters An earthquake, tsunami, hurricane, tornado, or other end of the world dream often means a way of life that needs to be surrendered. There is something going on that is likely to trigger a dramatic change from what is safe and familiar. This may not be a literal move, but could show emotional upheaval, or the need to accept a whole new way of being in the world.”
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“Don’t ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it....”
– Unknown
Pretty happy today :D
I’ve waited so long for something to make me happy..I know that’s not at all the right way to go about being happy, but we all have to admit it that when we finally have something that we wanted most of all, we rejoice. So, today I have that little bit of rejoicing, and it feels so good! Past the miss, and past some of the longing. I think I’ll be better...
I love the Movies
I just saw Avatar, and I have to say that that was the most incredible movie I have ever seen just about. My new favorite! Phenomenal. I would definitely recommend it to anyone who wants to see a good movie this weekend.
Can't sleep....
I’m growing tired of these nightmares and lonely nights ):
“There’s nowhere you can be that isn’t where you’re meant to be…”
– John Lennon (via kari-shma)
I try to accept this concept every day.
I’m sooo excited for this coming weekend! I finally have something I truly am looking forward to. It’s such a good feeling, really. Plus, I’ve already been feeling good in part because of my diet change. Raw foods…whoot! Now i’m eating a little more variety, but either way, I’m feeling pretty good (:
“All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream.”
– Edgar Allan Poe (via kari-shma)
In need of a re-charge
I pretty much spent my whole day cleaning, and with no help from anyone but myself. So, after I exhausted myself, did a little shopping, and put up some curtains for my barren window, I’m here at my house finally relaxing..sorta. Everyone is out of the house tonight, so for once I’m actually alone. Though, I’m not quite in the mood for that. It’s hard to cope when you have...
“When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and...”
– Nicholas Sparks (Dear John) (via kari-shma)
I think about this everyday..it’s the only thing that let’s me know how not so alone I am.
“You must have chaos within you to give birth to a dancing star.”
– Friedrich Wilhelm Nietzsche (via kari-shma)
This gloominess is really beginning to take it’s toll on my mood. Rain already! Or at least do something other than cloud up the sky. It’s actually been pretty foggy outside the past couple of days, but it’s not fun like it used to be when I was little. Now, it just sorta messes up my hair and makes me feel sticky.
On top of this weather, I have a lot of other stuff going on,...
“I never felt open in any way. I would never impulsively ring people and assume...”
– Morrissey (via spmorrissey) (via suzywire) (via loveyourchaos)
Oh this sounds too much like me!
Thinking...
This year is almost over. I can’t even believe how it went by so fast, but a lot has happened. I’ve had a lot of heartache, a lot of changes have been made, and all and all this year hasn’t been the most promising. Let’s face it. But, because of this year, I’ve learned a lot of things, too. Had none of it happened, well, I think I would be less of the person I am now....
“Remember that wherever your heart is, there you will find your treasure.”
– Paulo Coelho (via kari-shma)
“The best reason for having dreams is that in dreams no reasons are necessary.”
– Ashleigh Brilliant (via kari-shma)
Nostalgia singing its' distant memory, calling me...
I love this time of year. It brings back so many memories. I can’t help but relish in the memories..most of them were incredible.
